I want to ki_ _ you.

I knew it. Something bad happens every October and I hate it so much.

This year, I lost necklace and earrings which I like best. and both of them are LOUIS VUITTON.
The necklale is already sold out in Japan, only 30 earrings of them were imported here so that means I can't get back both of them, never like I lost you few years ago at this time.

He says he is way too happy just being with me so I was thinking when I feel that kind of feelings.

His words remind me of you.
Everything abou you was just romantic.We watched fireworks at Disneyland in Cali, went to the beach at night, you held me up and treated me like a princess all the time, went to see the movie, watched it just two of us alone kissing, stayed at the hotel.

Even the tiny little things like, staying at your room or going to classes together, leaving school, waiting for you at the door, eating together, studying at Starbucks ... even those little things were happy to me.

Since you went back to your country, I never felt that way. Since I came back to Japan, I got new boyfriends and never find that feelings.

Just being with you was way too happy, and that is kind of same feelings which he feels for me.

So now I understand how much he feels for me because it's same as my feelings for you. and I know how well he is going to treat me, because I still care you so much.

It has been three years since then, but I still do hope you remembere, care, love, see me as a special one like I do for you.