I want to ki_ _ you.

"I want you to find someone nicer than me and have a wonderful life."

Did you really mean that? I still don't know. Can people say it if they really care others? I've never felt that feeling because I don't give up someone I love.

He never lies to me so he might mean it or he said it hoping to be with me again...

How can you give up? It's been two weeks since you went back to your country.

I have your necklace, you have mine.
I have bracelets you often wore and gave me.

I have movies of fireworks in Disneyland we saw together. Our voice sound like happiest...
You have a letter I wrote for you.
I wear a perfume you always wear.

We don't have any pictures together. Even phone number or email in our countries.

I spend time after school with my friends. Although we were always together this time... I really don't what to do in this time.
I don't know how you spend time without me. I don't know what you're thinkig now.

Why things turned out this way? There should be a happy ending.

I still don't understand Muslims. I'm sure I never understand.

But your nationaliy, background or even religion aren't matter to me. Just you think religion matters a lot.

I miss you so much, but part of me accept this situation and try to move on.
At some point, I'll be able to accept everything like your religion, family and the reason you had to go back to your country.
I really don't know how long does it take, but I always hope you smile...

When I get call from unknown number, I hope it's you I do wish so. But at the same time, I'm sure it's not you.

When someone comes to class late, I take a look at the door even I know you're definitely not here.

I'm a stick around just a little while longer
Just to make sure that you're really sure
You like sleeping alone
I'm a stick around just a little while longer
Just to make sure that you're really sure
You like sleeping alone

Why is everyday with you so complicated
Why do you make it hard to love you
I hate it
Cause if you really wanna be alone
I will throw my hands up
cause baby I tried
Everyday with you is so complicated

Rihanna / complicated