I want to ki_ _ you.

I wanna go to every places we went together... I remember everything so clear but I can't go there by myself.
Hey, will you go to US again? Sometimes, memories are just so painful. I know we'll never see each other again for sure but I still can't stop thinking of you. Hope you feel the same way inside, and moving forward.

「気持ちを押しつけられても困る。それは相手のことをおもってないし、ただの自己満」
そんな冷たいこと言う人だと思ってなかった。
あの子が可哀想におもえる。あの子の気持ちもわかるけど…

The way men and women think is totally different, sometimes it's so hard to understand and accept. But wait, does he think like that to me too? I felt he somehow told me like... implied “Don't tell me, don't show me your feelings”

Happy birthday baby, hope you're doing well...
I wanted to tell you it...

Anyways, I wish you're happy. Love you always.

What do you mean by that? You can't tell me if you only act like that.
Are you scared or you think I'm not good enough?
Well baby you gotta do something, or should I?

The funny thing is that everything seems like a dream now and you didn't exist.
You're fading away and I'm not going crazy even you aren't with me now.