I want to ki_ _ you.

I was wonderieg if I can say bye to the old me, cuz I used to live in somewhere comfortable, and it's so hard to fit in a new place. even almost a year has passed I still can't find what I want here. Maybe, there's nothing what I want here, maybe I just want something new, shining, loving, hot and attractive. f＊＊k I'm so drank.

I'm asking you again, what is your love?
You told me you want me in your future and I can feel those words are your real feelings. But I need to see it, so show me your love.

I'm almost there.

I told you everything I felt in these few months. Before I saw you, I made up my mind saying bye to you. When I saw you I couldn't though. Because you're the one I can tell anything I want and you're the one who knows me well. The biggest thing is that you're the one who believes I'm the only girl in the world and you need me desparately.
So this is it. I'll stick around for a little while longer. How can I resist you? and I'm pretty sure you'll never be able to find someone like me, and I feel totally the same, you're the best and the only one for me.

I'm so screwed up. It happened again even it's the last thing I always wanna go through it.