I want to ki_ _ you.

It was my BD and I'm 21 now... You said I'm not a girl anymore and we can get married without permission. I can see you are hurried because you're already 32, done everything you wanted and now you want your own family with me and baby. How selfish you're. It's because I don't tell you my real feelings. You have no doubt I feel the same way, but I guess I don't want that...

「This is the real girl. How can she love me this much? 」
「I'm your first, that's right. But after three years it's nothing.」
「Finally, I found my true love! 」
「I wanna be your first and last」
「I think we can have a nice family」

…okay, now I wanna ask you how much is my love? and how much love do you feel?
Well, honestly, I think it isn't real. You overestimate my feelings.

It almost passed 9 months since we met last time. But you still haven't changed. Your beautiful eyes, smile, voice... it was just few seconds but I felt so happy seeing you agan.

Do you remember that night? We're gonna have another party soon. I'm not sure I can see you face to face. lol