I want to ki_ _ you.

I change my mind every second and even I'm tired of this. But you, you never be tired of me and treat me better than anyone else.

I'm in Thailand now, at my ex house and gonna stay with him more than ten days.
You know he treats me well like always he has done since seven years ago. But I was thinking it's maybe the last time I stay with him or see him, because I'll get married to you two years from now.

But still, I make out with him everyday and night, and he used to be the one for me, that's the truth and won't change.

And you know, I still have two other guys even I have you as my future husband and I wonder when I can change this bad habit.

That's so true.
But now, I don't have any unfulfilled love because I got all romantic fulfilled.
That means I'm so ready for marriage.

I've never be loved this much before.
I've never met a man who looks at me the way just you did.
The way you touch me is just like you touch something fragile.

I realized what I've wanted whole this time.

I was only able to cry in front of you, because I knew you react the way I like. But now I chose him, not you and I still don't know how he reacts.

But he is way better than anyone else to get married because...
He is so honest, rich, hardworking, kind, mature, smart, tall, stylish, sportman.
He has a big huge heart, spoils me, saves money a lot and never smokes, be playboy, and be drank.

So, when I'm with him, I feel like,,, how can you find a better fiance than him?