I want to ki_ _ you.

怖がってても、なにも手に入らないよ。
どうして気付かないの？
それともいらないの？

まだ遅くはないから。
本当に遅くなる前に気付いてよ。

I have never known I could say it to you. But I did. Literally, it's over. How easy it was. Just few words, I could finish our relationship and everything we have made until this moments. Or... we didn't have anything? just our superficial relationship? Great.

Anyway, let's celebrate:) Finally, I'm free from jerk!

But, why do I feel a little alone?

I love ーー more than I thought possible to love another person.

Maybe, we call it unconditional love. I can see how much my love for you was imperfect. Definitely, I've never had that one.

If I hadn't given up, I could have both of you with that feelings. But...it gonna never happen anymore, never.

あれからもうこんなにも長い時間が過ぎてたんだね。どうしてもっとはやく気付けなかったのかな？
でももう大丈夫、あなたが何と言ってこようともう終わったから。
I really moved on. You should think twice what you lost. Then, realize how much its value and regret it.

今年はもっと自分を大切にしよう、